It's the thought that counts...

A scared and timid Nara stepping off the plane in Charlotte from Ethiopia.

Nara has been home with us now almost 8 months and they have been 8
"interesting" months to say the least. Things started out really slow and tough. In the first month or so, Nara wouldn't have anything to do with me (Ryan). If I walked into the room she would immediately stop playing or whatever she was doing and run to her mom and want her to pick her up. There were several days I remember just watching her play outside with her mom from the kitchen window just so she could relax and have fun. So to use the word "tough" is an understatement. However, Nara eventually started to come around and embrace the idea of me being her dad. She has actually recently become my little buddy.

I think something that happened on Christmas morning really confirmed and solidified to Courtney and I how Nara feels about us. The week before Christmas I was at home with Nara while Courtney was at work and Nara came to me to tell me that she was wrapping mommy and daddy a gift for Christmas. She went into her room with the wrapping paper, tape, and scissors and went to work. I caught a glimpse of what she was wrapping and it was a Liberty University notepad that I had given her several months back. The notepad is in pretty rough shape and has been scribbled in and on for months. I thought to myself, "Well that's cute. We'll just have to pretend to be really excited about our 'gift' on Christmas morning."

Well Christmas morning finally arrived and we were up at 6:30am with Nara ready to see what the whole Santa thing was all about. Nara walked into the living room and was very quiet and looked around and said, "Mom...dad...where's Santa?" She thought that Santa would be waiting on her when she woke up on Christmas morning. After some explaining we sat down and started on our stockings first. Nara was so excited about her Hello Kitty battery powered toothbrush. Seriously, I really think that was her favorite gift. We finished up with stockings and it was time for gifts. This was this little girls first Christmas ever...it aches me to think of what she was doing on Christmas morning the past couple years...she had gifts and toys from Santa waiting on her to dig into and she says, "Mommy and Daddy open your gift first!" She ran around the tree and grabbed the box that contained her "gift" for Courtney and I. She had written my name and Courtney's name on the outside of the box as well as her name and a couple of smiley faces, ha. Courtney and I proceeded to open the gift and we put on our smiles and unwrapped the shabby notepad. However, upon further inspection, we began flipping through the pages and Nara had drawn, with great care, pictures on many of the pages for us. There were Christmas trees, smiley faces, stickers, and stick figure pictures of our little family.

Presenting mom and dad with their "gift".

This whole time we were thinking, "Well she just grabbed some random notepad and threw it in a box so lets just act excited." When in actuality, she knew she didn't have any money to buy us anything or even own anything that she knew we would want. So what she did was take all that she had to work with, and poured her time, talents, energy, and love into it. She gave that gift with so much joy on her face. That my friends, is what Christmas is all about. I'd even go as far to say that this is what the Christian life is all about! You take what you have to work with, you invest your time, talents, energy, and love and you give with great joy. And most of all, you put others before yourself. Courtney and I love and appreciate all the gifts we received for Christmas, but we can both can say with complete certainty that our gift from Nara is our absolute favorite.

I believe Nara's gift to us displays a level of authenticity that is almost unheard of in the church and our culture in general. She put so much time, effort, and love into her gift. She could have just given us some really lavish, expensive gift, but wouldn't that really just be the easy way out? Yes, those lavish gifts may require the sacrifice of some money, but what else does it really cost you? It requires very little investment of time, talent, or love really. If we could all learn to invest, love, and give with the authenticity that Nara displayed, who knows what the church could accomplish?

So excited about us unwrapping the gift she wrapped. 

One of the pieces of art inside her gift to us. (the stickers are ornaments)

In Him, 

Ryan Thomas

Nara's 4th Birthday and First Ever Birthday Celebration!

On November 30th we celebrated Nara's 4th Birthday and first ever birthday celebration. I have never cried watching someone blow out their candles but this day I did. The expression on Nara's face as everyone sang Happy Birthday is one I will never forget. It was as if in that moment she knew how special she is to us, how much she is loved and that this special celebration was just for her. I think she really felt like a princess. The party was at my parents home with just a few friends and immediate family. The kids enjoyed making their very own gingerbread houses that they were able to take home. 

Happy Birthday Nara Thomas! You are LOVED!

Purchase With A Purpose

Not sure about you but I've already began thinking about my Christmas shopping. I also love to buy when I know it helps someone else. I've compiled a list of a few different companies that are fair trade, give back, organizations etc. You can use your purchasing power to create change in the world and restore dignity to others. 

The first I'll share is noondaycollection.com The have amazing jewelry, handbags, home decor etc. that is all handmade. You create a marketplace for their artisans so they can earn more, work less and families stay together.

Another way to give is through worldvision.org. Honor someone special with a life-changing gift. A few years ago my hubby and I bought a goat for a family in another country in honor of my mom and dad. We were able to print off a personalized card for my parents explaining what a difference one goat can make to a family in a poverty stricken country. My mom cried and I really think it was the most meaningful thing we have ever given to my parents. Another year we helped contribute towards a well for clean water. I never realized how much this meant until our daughter Nara has dealt with symptoms from parasites from drinking unclean water in Ethiopia. 

No. 41 had some beautiful Christmas stockings right now! no41.org is about empowering young women. Our goal is not to give them the world, but to show them that God has already given them everything they need to go out there and take it. When you join with us, you are truly changing the world FOR ONE.

One of my favorites is Better Than One Designs. Two local adoptive momma's making custom vintage signs to help adoptive families seeking funding. I've already ordered a few myself and they are so cute!!! https://www.facebook.com/BetterthanoneDesigns

If you're a coffee lover check out landofathousandhills.com. Drink Coffee. Do Good. Your excellent morning cup is offering hope to developing coffee communities with each purchase.

Another good one to check out is halfunited.com For every product purchased Half United will give Half of all profits to feed children in need. It was started by a brother-sister duo in Wilmington, NC. They did a trunk show in Nordstrom last year and my mom  and dad bought me one of their bullet casing necklaces. I love wearing it because everyone always asks me about it. It's also a great reminder for me that there are children out there who don't even know where their next meal is coming from. 

This Christmas shop with purpose!!!

Riverbend Farm

Nara LOVED her first field trip to Riverbend Farm! Last year after accepting her referral we were encouraged to send her some pics of our family doing something fun together. We had just visited the farm the month before with my nephew Braxten so we sent some of those pics in a little photo album.  She has known about the pumpkin patch for quite some time and was pumped to get to visit it today with her class from Carolina Christian Preschool. 

Nara and her sweet friend Irelyn

 Hayride!

 This is the one mom!

Nara's First Family Vacation & Beach Trip

Back in January we went to Lake Wiley with my family for my birthday. The day we left, Ryan and I got our monthly update on Nara with this beautiful picture. I remember looking at this picture so many times while we were there. Sometimes tears would start to well up in my eyes because it felt like there was a void. Here we were vacationing with family and yet our daughter who we already loved so much was still 8,000 miles away stuck in an orphanage. Pretty much all of last year after our referral any holiday, vacation or day of significance was a little off because our daughter was unable to share those special days with us. What a joy it was this year for her to FINALLY be with us at our annual family Lake Wiley trip!!!!

               

After spending a few days with my family at the lake, we came home for one night, reloaded the car and headed for the beach. Nara was still half asleep but jumped in the car and kept repeating over and over "I'm ready to go!"

Here she is putting her toes in the ocean for the first time. She absolutely loved the beach! Each morning she was ready to put on her swim suit and wanted to eat every meal on the balcony so she could still see the water. Nara is teaching me to appreciate the things I so often take for granted. 

    

She loved playing "puhh puhh puhh" and was upset on the last hole when her ball disappeared. For an hour she kept talking about how she lost her ball. Nara has been such a blessing to our family. Can't imagine life without her. God is SO good! 

Life with little Nara...

Let me just start by saying that I've been meaning to blog for weeks but life is a bit different now and I'm finding it harder to find a spare minute for this sort of thing with a 3 year old. Ha just sayin ;) What a crazy & wonderful several weeks it has been. The first few weeks were very tough but we made it through. Not to say we won't have more hard days but I finally feel we are getting our grove back and Nara is progressing each day. Tomorrow will be exactly 10 weeks since we picked her up from the transition home. Looking back now at pictures of that day I cannot believe what a brave little girl she is. She looks so sad and unsure after we picked her up and she said her goodbyes. Her whole world was turned upside down. She left behind friends and all that was familiar. The first weeks home were a time of cocooning for us as we worked on building trust with her along with bonding and attachment. There were many nights were I just held her as she sobbed. Some nights I cried right along with her. Partly from exhaustion and partly from my heart breaking thinking about all that she has endured as such a young age. I can honestly say that the cocooning was tough but well worth it. I have seen such a transformation in little Nara! I take back anything I said about her being shy. I should've known I would eat those words! She is like a totally different kid from when we first met her. Now I see that it wasn't her true personality at all but just a scared little girl who had already had so many big changes in her life to only be three years old. We were her forth set of caregivers so how could she possibly believe that she could trust us or know how much we loved her and would never leave her.

Right after we picked her up from the Transition Home. She looks so sad.

                                                                  Leaving Ethiopia

Her shirt reads...He Created The Whole World And Yet God Knows My Name....He sure does precious Nardos (Nara) Ryan Thomas. 

She has the funniest personality and the sweetest giggle!!!! I love hearing her talk and I have been amazed at the english she has already picked up in just a few short weeks. Hearing her call me mommy for the first time...priceless. Watching her sneak into our bedroom on Saturday and Sunday mornings to "tickle monster" her daddy is the best! Love watching their relationship grow.  One night as we were doing our bedtime routine she wanted her turn saying her prayers for the first time. She said lots of family members names and a "thank you Jesus...amen." Then started singing Kari Jobes' song, We Are The Light of the World. I was having a such a beautiful inspired moment and was thinking to myself, "this is why we adopted!" Just before I could get too emotional she rolled over and handed me a booger. In the mornings she loves to cuddle. I especially love my days off so that I can snuggle with her. Today in particular we were laying in her bed with her arms around me laughing when she voluntarily told me that my breath stinks. Not so sure I'm excited about ALL the english she has learned already!!! Cannot get over what a sweet and silly little girl she is.

Dancing before bedtime with her new bike helmet on

Playing dress up in mine and her Nonna's clothes.

 Of course she has her typical three year old moments but it makes me smile to hear her laugh and watch her grow. Praying over her as God continues to heal her heart and shape her into all that He created her to be. 

Two Peas In a Pod...

What a wonderful first Mother's Day! Ryan fixed Nara and I a big breakfast and then we spent the rest of the day with both of our families. The best part of the day was watching Nara and her cousin Braxten play together. He brought out a whole new side of her that we had never seen before. Up until this point she wouldn't smile or talk much and we hadn't heard her laugh at all. I love how God works out even the smallest of details for His children. He knew that one day little Nara would join our family and that she would need a friend. Braxten was SO good to her. It just so happened that Barrett, Ashlyn and Braxten were in town for their baby shower last week. Absolutely perfect timing for Nara as I can already tell she is missing being around children. She and Brax were like two peas in a pod. She is in love with him! After spending a few days together, Braxten wanted to learn how to say I love you in Amharic. One night while the two of them were jumping on the trampoline Braxten told her he loved her. She giggled and said she loved him too. SO sweet! Made this momma's heart so full! 

 She loves the water! Can't wait to take her to the beach...

 More giggles...

 Best friends for life!